Sexist Boys?

I love volleyball!
I can't help myself but to play it everyday in gym.
I have myself stuck in this volleyball rut!! :-)
I had a little issue though today with one of the boys in my gym period-

He gets into games
Doesn't understand that its just gym class
But he lets his ego get the best of him
He throws a hatred look
Every time he hears a *slap* & "Oooo I didn't mean that"
He starts to yell
He tells me that I need to stay in the back with the rest of the fucking girls where they belong.....
I let my stubbornness take over,
I didn't move an inch
I gave him a condescending look
Told him to screw off and resumed to my game

- I guess I get into a zone as well but he takes it to another extreme...

Little Girl BIG Dreams

Since I was a little girl I always wanted to be famous, I know what a cliche right!?

It didn't matter what my occupation was..

I always told my parents that one day my face would be everywhere and I would finally be a star!

I just thought that this picture reminded me of the days I would dress up and practice signing autographs...

I was a typical little girl with the typical dream <3

Cookie Cutter Life??

I have no clue why I have been feeling like this recently... 

I just want to stay in my bed and never get out- 

In my bed I feel safe,

Safe from everything-Drama at school, Boys, Stress of Grades-

If this is how every teenage girl lives, I won't be able to make it for another 4 years.. 

Maybe I just need to change my life style,

Or I just need to... to.. 

I don't exactly know yet, but I will figure it out sooner or later....

I hope.

According To UrbanDictionary

According to Urban DIctionary, I love every body and I am loved by everyone. I am very artistic and express my feelings to people I live and an trust. I love to draw, read and dance when no one is watching. I care a lot about fashion and clothes but am very unique and love to stand out and be different. I am, supposively, hot, cute, and sexy so you have to be careful with me. I am very sensitive when it comes to people but I am also very strong say or think. I am an extremely good friend with everyone. I also am brave courageous and bold and will try to do anything.

But this isn't me, I mean like besides the simple things like fashion and being different. But I know I am not loved by everyone. I screw things up all the time. I am nowhere close to being musically inclined, let alone inclined in anything but my heels. Yeah, people should be careful around me but that's because I just end up doing something wrong- making people think I purposely do bad things to hurt them. 

Who would want to be around anyone like me?

But when I came to my High School, I met a lot of people that liked me for me. But maybe because they are all just like me... Sick and tired of living to what people want us to be... Manipulated to live, lives our parents could never fulfill, so they use us to make it so…